I seem to be thinking a lot lately about what Casey would be doing because I am with her friends and they are "actually doing." I once told someone that as a result of Casey's death a piece of me is missing-a gaping hole that does not feel like it will ever heal. So am I trying to fill in a little around that wound, trying to maybe smooth out the raw and jagged edges, by what I am doing with Casey's friends? Of course. But there is something more-it is really incredible to have relationships with Casey's friends and with other young people who did not know Casey or us at all before . I wonder at times, and so does Di, what we offer to them in return. That is something they can blog about.